Title: Continue March Goal
Category: Freakin Happy
Blog Entry: Well, I've been working an bit of an "intership" at a local game company the last week and a half. Been a great blast and a pick me up for myself.
I walk past a Church of Sciencetology every day and nab one of their free pamplets when I walk past. So much of their "preaching" sounds like good common sence, Its just the Tom Cruise creepy and Brainwash rumors that scare me.
I'm not certain they can hire me on after my time is up there but I may be introduced to a few local people and mabe something will present itself. Fingers crossed. X
My job tho at the AV place is really killing me in the heart. I cant seem to find the joy I used to have there any more. I cant take the constant double standards that have re-set itself since a certain person came back to suck the hours away from me again. I hate April first here as well. Only because when the "assistant" director was stationed here the first time I was layed off on april first. I was "re-hired" the next day and told it was a horrible accident. Ever since then I get really antsy and uncomfortable here and around him.
I still remember the look on his face when the Director gave me the news. i was told when I walked inthe door to start my shift. They didnt bother to call me at home or anything. Then I was told that since I "happened" to still come in that if I wanted to I can still stay and work. The "assistant" then changed the stupid look on his face to concern afraid that he would have to stay and work instead if I declined.
Im not like that tho. I stayed to fufill my obligation. I feel that was when I made my first mistake. I should have left and never came back. But I did. Ive susstained one lie after another here. Untill he came back.
I'm bad.
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