My goal for March

By: MasResik Mood: Don't Know Date: 02/28/2008 12:40:13 Music: None

I want a new job. My current situation is in dire straits. Bills, the stress and the fact of being stuck in this "no where to go" position I am in is begining to eat away at my soul.

As Trex put it in the Qwantz.com comic for Dinosaur Comics...
I have a lifeforce that is precious to me. But when I leave work I have less of it.

With the issues surrounding my wife's mother, I have learned how important it could be to own a second car tho. We are commuting back and forth through out the city like crazy. To get to hospitals, the hotel where I work, the school she works, picking up her father and running her interns from here to there. Not to mention the few minutes we get to our selves when we have to run out to do errands or go to the sword club practice.

A small little car. My dream car is actually a little VW beatle. New or used. What ever! I kinda prided my self for being a one car family due to over population of vehicle emmissions and such but I don't see how we can continue down this path. The stress and the strain it has put on us to try to force almost four differnt schedules to coinside with each other is tremendous.

But I feel guilty as all let out when I even think about doing some kind of spell for wealth or personal need like this. (see this post did have SOMETHING to deal with being a witch... lol)

Guilt is bypassing my happiness level these last few months. Guilt in thinking I should leave my fellow co-workers for somting new, Guilt that I can not afford a new car or let alone dinner when we go out on those few nights we do. I feel like such a drain on my wife with every thing else that is going on.

ARGH! No wonder I'v found it so easy to loose myself in World of Warcraft late at night!